All of my life I have spent, first, wondering why things are the ways they are today, next, how it all became this way, and then have given all my strength and power for trying to preserve the invulnerability of children and to keep up their integrity somehow, as much as is in my hands. Because clearly, at a point, I understood it makes no sense to appeal to adults, their comprehension or their understanding for what is and how to change or even for themselves, because what they are is casualties when they were children and they do their very best all life long to hide this fact from themselves. We all have been damaged - we all are collateral damages of our human environment, the wider but also the most intimate. Except for a few very rare exceptions. Most are in some sense victims of the loop of not matured parents respectively bad life circumstances or a combination who are in turn victims of bad life circumstances and immature parents or a combination and so on and so forth.
Just a sleepless night.
Just a sleepless night.
