Cycles.
Something which is coming back within a special period of time to allow to look deeper into the book of life and rethink the chapters we have been through. Now from another point of view as there is distance and development behind us. Great - to see. And to see that everything is well organized and arranged.
The only ones who do not understand is humans. In the hurries and threadmills we have set up ourselves, the so important occupations and compensations, it of course gets hard to take that time out and view anew.
We know everything, isn't it so? Well, honestly, the only thing we should know is that we know nothing. Nothing at respectively before All.
History is written not by wise people per se but by people who had and own the means and the media.
Just the ability of writing in convincing ways, of speaking up aloud or of making oneself heard or being the center of attention has nothing to do with neither wisdom nor truth. It is only the ability of being seen as important and direct attention. This is even not animal - it is
reptile in the animal's disguise.
Unfortunately, the 'magic' of manipulation does function because it is so difficult to stop those people or just resist as they use well-functioning triggers on their influencees. They exactly address the cracks in the counterparts to be influenced, and their wishes and desires which is often very difficult to resist. Only when we over and over ask ourselves what in which situation happens to us then we find out how much we are being directed. Indeed, even for someone knowing and seeing it is difficult and hard to find out immediately. For this, we need time-out, distance and to use our analytic parts of our brain.
The good news about this is that we may question all, that there are enough holes in the system and that via other channels we have contact to what is really true.
We therefore may question and ask behind all and everything, every day and moment. This is what learning is for ... and our whole presence on this level is nothing but learning at the moment, despite some of us are getting very, very tired of the obstinate resistance to learning throughout millenia of human history by now.
If you look at mankind honestly, you will find that in fact nothing has changed very much since Neolithic times. We have invented lot of stuff, great technologies and yet are not able to use it in good senses. To the contrary, the latest generation is more than ever enslaved. Humans are so gorgeously inventive, and then they get stuck with what to use their amazing creativity, intellect and senses for.
The holes in the system by the way also refer to the fact that everything which is repressed becomes an entity in the spiritual sense. In good and bad. A repressed animal becomes a beast. A repressed reptile - which is at first simply a life form who has no good or bad - becomes a dragon with immense destructive power. If you see it this way you might start to think differently about how much sense it makes what most religions do, namely to suppress healthy expressions of our evolutionary physical being, cover them up or even cut around.
With suppression and 'trimming' they actively create the abusive and destructive dragons and beasts the world is suffering from.
The step from repression, suppression to
depression, as you might guess, is directly related.
Fact is that anyone, anything, any suppressed - will only wait for
the chance to give back and bite. Unfortunately, they lack a sense of
whom to bite. Often it is then the helping hand they choose to atack instead of addressing the aggression towards the proper individuals. It is easier though certainly not helpful at all. Scared animals
bite anyone around who is available but not the one it is afraid of. The latter is the one it has learned will cause pain, sometimes in the form of punishment.
Those 'people' usually don't turn against their real
aggressors - but act out their supressed aggression towards anyone who comes
along - near enough, who opens up to them or does not protect him or herself at a very moment.
Thus, they constantly re-create their isolation. As no halfway healthy person can stay longterm around someone who would merely and usually in unforeseeable cases attack.
It is no
strength to unguidedly bite. Maybe remember the story of the
monkey on a leash which is for me a very funny real life metaphor? It is a
sign of not beeing able to manage oneself, and for Homo Sapiens,
honestly, it is in any way very ridiculous.
When you read me writing about 'self-control' - and I do admire these parts in Asian martial arts while at the same time especially the mental part is very often very contorted in Western practice -, it is referring to a loving way to accept the animals we have in us as
what they are and being friends, responsible caretakers and collaborators with them. Never suppressors. When they are allowed to act free they also can use their full range of senses and healthy attributes.
The other side of what is written above is the good news: the network also works in the loving ways, and here both between humans and the animal world which we, in a sense, also belong to.
Other people, far away, hear each other and send or come for help. Sometimes in their mind or spirits only ... and when we are lucky, in person to also shelter and care for the one who is in need. Sometimes as a smile from a stranger and sometimes as an ear to listen. We are community though one of another kind. And I once again would like to thank my guides and friends from other times and places as much as those who step in here on this planet, sometimes unknowingly. This is what we are here for - now we only got to make this happen everyday and in real.
So if we achive to be friends to our animal(s) they will do anything for us for reasons of love, which is the kind of relation between mutually respecting, free beings. I don't like the so-called 'esoteric' scene and will explain why another time; unfortunately there the term 'love' is being as much abused as in the churches who preach the same, and therefore I would love to not use that term 'love' at all. It has lost its meaning, thanks to word misuse. But this just by the way.
And feeling for allowing us to be. Being is not the mere existence in a physical sense. Being is more than that - by far more. And what else, to not die from this isolation people have created, to through the connection report back. Because we are anything else but all alone. If you are out there feeling so, be assured you are not. Get back to the connection. With the noise which happens here the line is sometimes just difficult to catch but it is always there.
Back to cycles. One year has passed since realizing that I was dealing with depressive - while the depressive has not realized up to today.
Depression is like a red thread these days as it seems that only very few people are able to face the world as it is today in a conscious way. This means that also the ones who are not affected are in fact affected - unless THEY would choose isolation.
Depression is thus isolating not only the directly involved persons from the joy our life could daily be. It also involves those who are healthy and care.
We as humans are socially connected and intelligent beings though sometimes I also doubt this and get the impression that rats are by far more social than humans are.
Any healthy person will always have severe problems to let fall or let drown a co-human in front of their eyes. We can reach out a hand or two ... we can offer honest relation (
rely-tion, remember?), but we can not be drowned ourselves by the ballasts others don't want look at or to release. 'Esoteric' and other pseudo-psychological 'teachings' would now start to try to find the flaw in the thus healthy human ... this is soooo boring, folks. Go home and cure yourselves first.
When as a matter of fact far over 70% (I would estimate it is even quite some more) of a population is in a certain estate and obviously society as a whole considers the estate as 'normal' (but maybe it is also simply good for some people for economic reasons and to feed the general greed?), it is inevitable to fall over someone with these features unless you bury yourself immediately. But fact is also that it is THEM who must start to move their asses and feet.
A new cycle has begun.
With the change of year just passed
and the portals which stood
wide open.
Well matching despite I usually don't place ads. The song is simply gorgeous both in music and in text ... the more if you get the connection to our Middle-European heritage and knowing about twilight estates. I am herewith explicitely thanking E. as friend and send it a little bit for S. - as a friend and with love, non-esoterically. I can hear this song over and over these days. And neither B. and D. I have forgotten - also thanks to you. And to anyone else who played a role in my life. We will certainly meet again.
Be blessed,
every where or where ever you go,
and release,
Lyn
