17 May 2012

To Start or Get Startled

Want a change? Maybe just change a few things in life - maybe a real big change? Maybe it is long time overdue, and you know it very well?

But it doesn't function?

'Something' is always pulling you back, and like 'magic', things happen in your life to  keep you exactly there where you have always been? 'Constraints' or 'events' happen that hinder you from doing things you wanted and make it easy for you to excuse because that was all beyond your influence?

Have you ever considered that you in fact don't want a change? 

That you in principle want everything to stay the same as it was and is, as you know it, despite you have learned that either that version does not work or that there indeed is something more than you would have considered before which you would like to go for - but you don't?

It is easy to say that we need a change, and many people really, really wish such to happen.

Many put all their hopes into that one day when at one point things that are simply running bad will change. They believe in a certain point in time, that a certain event occurs that might cause the change. Many want to believe it is this year 2012, and when such kind of 'predictions' which in principle are based on no fundaments, won't work out they will still go on in the same ways as before. Many believe in the Hundredth Monkey Phenomenon when we have reached an equilibrum where a paradigm change just appears out of the sudden. Some believe in that the effects we cause ourselves, as Fukushima, will make more people think and such induce the world to change. Well, Chernobyl hasn't changed anything - so why do they believe Fukushima will? Some believe in Aliens landing with spacecrafts and making that change happen. Good luck.

The species Homo Sapiens is quite resistant against any wisdom and better knowledge and even against understanding simple causalities. Humans get stirred and irritated for a while and that was most likely all. Some individuals though wake up a little from their slur. But those are really only a few. They try for a while to create awareness and soon give up, ending up in funny little splinter societies which create their very own rules and where they can keep on painting the world as they like it to be. There they find a role they like to play, and on goes the game of acting and playing around instead of living life as they are given it.

It's up to us to re-al-ize that it's only us who can make things happen. 

If we in principle want that everything stays the same, then it certainly will be exactly so. In small areas, in private or in bigger relations, not to talk about a major shift.


I would like to thank all those who take a lot on their shoulders and give up or refuse a lot amenities just to follow that little spark inside. 

Integrity has a price and it is worth to 'pay' it. When there is often enough no big light, there is at least some little tiny spark, sometimes lit by an at first sight unprominent occasion, person or event, which stirs and guides us and ignites our engines, big or small, tiny or immensely powerful when the time has come. It's up to us to note it.

Needless to mention that the aliens some people wait for are already here. Same as 'the dead' are walking just among us, and even 'Christ' whom so many 'Christians' wait for. Babylon, as well, just look at how even people who speak the same language misinterpret each other. 

Just that they are not able to see, caught in their own little illusions of how they imagine the world to be, and waiting for someone in the hierarchy to tell them what they should believe if already they can't believe their very own eyes and ears and senses.

This and many other optical illusions you'll find on
web design mash - Totally Mind-Bending Optical Illusions

It's the pictures they have gotten implanted and continuously get refreshed (and actively though unknowingly refresh themselves) that make them blind to what happens around them. And lots of people who in the same way don't want things to change and cling to you as an object - not as an alive being - will confirm that it is best to stay where you are. 'I only want what's best' can actually have two very diverging meanings. Like a conglomerate of needy molecules one sticks to the other and together they form weird synthetics, just never anything pure and of own will or identity. Just ask those and you will always live somebody else's life. Just never yours which would give you the option to freely chose and create what you really have in mind. So the question we may ask ourselves when we are unsatisfied is: 

Would we be ready to give up a few of our illusions, just some of our convenience way we have bedded our egos in so well, if we would get in real what we, our souls, our hearts, had wanted for so long? 

Are we ready to leave a lot of rubbish behind of which we anyway know it does not function, like habits (which even might not be our own ones but we 'got used to' by bending our selves to others' wills), attitudes (we have learned at an early stage and never questioned), ways to approach problems (we already have learned that they don't work)? 
Or would we stick with habits and convenient believes that never had made us happy but that we just got so accustomed to?

Well, as usual it's all up to us. We are masters. Not necessarily of the world or of the universe - but we are free to master our very own lives to a certain degree and within the framework we are placed in or are placing ouselves in. As, of course, we are part of a bigger organism or system but still we have the power to act as we like. 
Or we can re-act only, be steered by others and be slaves of a pre-set environment instead of realizing that if already we are part of a system, we also have some power within that system. Who wants to end up like the fox in the fable who re-al-igned his view by finding that the grapes he had longed for anyway were too sour? I am deeply convinced that we shouldn't let go our dreams just because of a few hinderances. Humans are creative, and their main brain skills is to invent possibilities where it didn't look as if there were any. It is even us ourselves who form our own brains ... but that's another topic.

Believe it or not: it's you who has the key in hands to start your engine - or you who is getting startled.

The latter is severely re-lated to dysautonomia.

And 'relation' has to do with 'to rely'. Do you have a relation with your self? Can you rely on your self? 

If not - who else could rely on you if already you can't do?

By the way, the ego is completely reliable, it always functions simply and plain, it flees or attacks and defends, that depends. It is completely linear, caught in duality. It's easy, one box here - and one box there. That's why so many take that instead.

It's not about that there would be anything wrong with an ego (each one of us got one ... so are the rules and the game). The ego is fine and helps us through a lot of troubles. It's simply about the balance and when to apply which of the two.

Think about it if you like so, and have a nice day,

Lyn

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